I asked you if you were sure thats what you wanted. I knew you would want me back, i knew deep down you didnt mean any of the things you said.. But you still said them, you still hurt me, you still broke my heart. I dont hate you but i just cant be with you. Actually I love you, but i am no longer in love with you. I accepted you through it all, through everything you did or didnt do, I never doubted you and you doubted me twice. I hope you find some one who can truly love you like i did, who can show you what i showed you, And hopefully you dont mess it up like you messed our relationship up. Im happy you got your dissolution, im happy you’re finally going to be living up to your dreams. You know i would have stuck by you through all of that too, but now you never know because I just cant do that to myself anymore. Im okay in the place im at right now, I am who i used to be. I do thank you tho because through you i saw that i could actually love a person with all my being, not just think i loved someone.
